I Wish I Could Do That
"I wish I could do that." I've said those words multiple times throughout my life. I wish I could ride horses like that. I wish I could play clarinet like that. I wish I looked like that. I wish I was more like that. How often do we become envious of others instead of looking at our qualities and seeing the potential we have to accomplish our goals? Somewhere along the way, I learned that the problem was not that I was incapable, but that I was unwilling to try. I probably wouldn't succeed, so why bother? Such crap. I look back at how I was a few years ago and am angry that I let my self-doubt get the best of me. I've quit so many things in my life because I was too scared to fail. I honestly don't know what happened... maybe the gentle push of my husband... but I decided if anything was going to change, I would have to do it myself. Goal 1 - Learn to run . There was this girl in middle school that picked on me constantly, and the instance that comes...