My Life Crisis
If you know me well, or really at all, you know that I am a person that likes to feel in control. I am not controlling of others, but I like to have control of my life. I like to plan. I like organization. I like to know what is happening, when it is happening, and why it is happening. I think having that kind of personality is good and bad. Good because I get sh*t done. Bad because having that kind of mind causes lots of anxiety and unnecessary stress throughout my life. I've been having some sort of life crisis and I think a lot of it is based around the fact that I don't feel in control of my life right now. This has been a hard season these last few months. I'm not quite sure who I am outside of the roles that I fill as a wife, mother, friend, etc. I've been trying to learn more about myself and haven't been sure if I've liked that person. I look to others a lot for validation and if I don't get that, I start questioning who I am. So as someone who e